📝 Mid-winter Musings

And the final issue of Jots & Doodles for the year!

December has been exhausting. The reasons why are varied and don’t need to be itemized here. But now it is Christmas Eve and I’m thinking of how exhausted Mary must have been — young, very pregnant, travel-weary, away from family and the familiarity of home. Sometimes I forget the reality of her situation when I read the too-familiar Christmas story and look at pristine nativity scenes. But really — could God have chosen a less glamorous, less noble, less god-like way to enter into the human story? What divine thinking process ended with this particular girl, in this particular town, in this particular stable, on this particular night?

I’ve been pondering the idea that God has ideas. He is a thinker. The psalmist speaks of God’s thoughts as being vast and profound (Ps. 139:17; 92:5). Sometimes I forget this aspect of God when I’m asking him to “do things,” but his do-ing is never separate from his thinking. I explore these ideas a bit in the poem, “Divine Ideas,” found in the center of this month’s Jots & Doodles. I’m still exploring the profound implications of a God who is full of ideas…

The first piece in Jots & Doodles is a list rather than a poem. Over the past few months I’m been trying to notice and name goodness, and this piece gleans from a daily practice of paying attention. It is an incomplete list and always will be, but I won’t stop adding to it.

One of my favourite Christmas carols is “O Come, O Come Immanuel,” in part because of its haunting melody. The plea that resonates throughout the lyrics is one of Israel longing for the Messiah, but the call for us to rejoice because Immanuel will yet come seems to miss the point of calling him Immanuel. I find it interesting that a song we typically sing at Christmas doesn’t actually mention the significant moment where Immanuel did in fact come. So of course, I pondered this for a while…and wrote a poem about it.

Even though the month has left me weary, I am also filled with gratitude for God’s presence with us, for his thoughts beyond my understanding, and for his goodness so evident in every day. Grace upon grace.

You can find Jots & Doodles Volume 1 Issue 12 here, or by clicking on the Jots & Doodles page in the main menu.